What issues were you dealing with?
Emotional issues dealing with abandonment, fear, emotional shutdown, and hating myself. Started with feeling that I was going to be abandon by my mom. I always remember bering fearful towards people starting at a young age. In my first married after 17 years I abandoned my family . As a safety barrier for me I decided to live alone on a boat for 5 years. During this time I was introduced to Christ and began go start going back to church. There I meet my future wife. I was saved but not free. So after 15 years of putting my wife through a living hell I abandoned her also.