What issues were you dealing with?
Emotional issues dealing with abandonment, fear, emotional shutdown, and hating myself. Started with feeling that I was going to be abandon by my mom. I always remember bering fearful towards people starting at a young age. In my first married after 17 years I abandoned my family . As a safety barrier for me I decided to live alone on a boat for 5 years. During this time I was introduced to Christ and began go start going back to church. There I meet my future wife. I was saved but not free. So after 15 years of putting my wife through a living hell I abandoned her also.
How where they affecting you?
I had no idea how to make a personal commitment or how to be stable in a relationship. I was totally void of emotions, however I was bitter, unloving, hateful, and could not embrace God’s love through my wife; much less attach / cleave to her. I made her an outsider. This lead to a psychological and emotional abuse towards my wife.
What changes have you seen?
For the first time I found a true brother (Jose) that was willing to listen, pray, and counsel me with biblical truth. The culminant point of the counseling secssions occurred when my wife and I attended the Deliverance Seminar May 17-19 this year. I got delivered from the spirts of abandonment, fear, bitterness, self hatred , unloving, rejection, pride, manipulation, control, rebellion and Native American occult practices. What changes have I seen in me? For the first time I feel safe and willing to accept God’s love. Now I am able and willing to love my wife and desire her to be part of me. I realize she is a gift from God to me. I a\m able to express my emotions without fear. Actually, I feel I am alive and with a godly purpose.
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