What issues were you dealing with? Be specific.
The lie that I was a bad mother because my adult daughter told me I was a bad mother. The doubt fear that I will not be able to pay my credit card debt off and make ends meet. And have the emotional energy/skills needed to care for a child if God places a foster/adopted child in my life.
How where they affecting you?
I would think about my lack of financial resources several times throughout the day. I would worry about being a single mother to a foster child and have doubts how could I do this without a support system of any kind. I had hurt in my heart because my daughter gave me a unfavorable reference to my foster care application which led to me being disapproved. This brought up all the years of being estrange from my children when I went through a divorce in 2005. The stress and anxiety has caused me hemorrhoids which I still suffer from as I start a second career.
What changes have you seen?
On the last day of the Released to Soar seminar, I was prayed over something was lifted. I do not know what it was. I was given a word but I do not know what the word was now. I speak more freely about Jesus to my son. And I love my daughter without talking about Jesus when we are together. I feel more closer to Jesus.
I think it was a important point when I heard that if you are not ready to give up your sexual sin do not go through the deliverance because you may be worst off then you started.