You need spiritual help. Your issue is beyond what your pastor can deal with. Do you need to jump drive (or maybe fly) somewhere or would be comfortable dealing with someone via a computer screen? I want to help you sort through answers to questions you may have so you can determine what’s best for you.
I believe three separate questions need to be answered:
- Do you live in a remote area, or in a region where nearby pastoral counseling help is not readily available?
- Are you a face-to-face, press-the-flesh person who needs physical contact so you will feel comfortable sharing your deepest secrets?
- Do you feel comfortable dealing with 21st-century computer technology?