God told me before I went to the deliverance seminar that my healing could not be done alone. I now know why. The night Don said to get the Freemasonry paper I knew I should, my hand was half raised but did not know why and was planning to grab one, but I did not remember.
So after you prayed for me on Saturday, the rest played out. I left and with my evening prayer, and I asked my Heavenly Father if He had anything else for me to do? Then He took me to the Freemasonry prayer. Thankfully the Lord had me buy your book which contained the prayer. Our Father is great!
Everything in there is what I went through spiritually and physically, my family too.
Before I could read a sentence my voice went out to a raspy whisper, my throat was closing up, my tongue was swelling, I couldn’t breathe through my nose, plus other things happened too, I did not understand until I finished the first or second paragraph. At different degrees, I wept, I got sick in heart and stomach.
My earthly father died at 57 of lung disease, COPD, emphysema and was sickly his whole life. His father died in his early 60’s. Everything in that prayer was on me and others in my family. I had 4 head injuries with stitches before 10, even to the point of having my bowels taken out of me and exposed, cut from hip to hip three times, a dozen surgeries before 27, and just when I thought it was over (the surgeries) a 250 lb blow to my spine and 2 more major surgeries, and allergies so bad I wanted to die. My family use to make fun and said I should be in a plastic bubble. It now makes sense why from birth satan was trying to take me out. If people could only know satan is not playing a little game. I fought so hard for my life and my families. Everything is now making more sense.
God has delivered me from so much, but to finally to hear the words, It is finished”, from God, I know that I am blessed beyond words. I cry just writing this. I do not know if I told you, when I flinched during my deliverance or said ouch and grabbed my side, it felt like one big stab that took 50 hooks in and out and then it was over. I know it was that thing taking its hooks out of me, shortly after Jesus gave me a vision, with His words. ” It is finished!” I have worked my whole entire life on this, and to hear it is finished!!! You may or may not understand. Huge day. God chose you for me, that alone makes me know how special you are.
It may be hard to believe but I have no idea what life is, I have spent my whole life surviving and healing but If Hell turned out to be a blessing, I cannot imagine. It will take some time to digest all, I am beyond humbled. There isn’t enough words to describe Gods perfection. I could literally lay at the feet of Jesus for the rest of my life. I need nothing more…
I am spending some time in worship and to let the rest play out. He has called me to a period of cleansing and renewal. I cannot praise Jesus enough. Thank you again so much for listening to God and looking for me. I know we are both loved so much… more than knowing from the Word alone. God is perfect! His ways are perfecting and perfection.
This was a day I patiently, painfully, hoped for most of my life. I knew one day I would have my day. but you never really know until it happens. There is 45 years to that story alone. I just wanted to thank you personally from my heart. I bless you and your ministry!!! I will keep you, your practice and ministry in my prayers. I do know a big blessing is coming your way! It is ordered! Amen!