…I was struggling with lustful thoughts, and this made me feel very guilty and dirty. Every time I was at church trying to worship Jesus when my eyes were closed I would see images of naked people. At this point I would stop worshiping Jesus and I would have to start battling with my mind to stop these images.
…The counselor made me feel very comfortable. I was able to open up like I never did with any body else. I used to pray to Jesus to cleanse me to reveal to me anything that was still in me that I didn’t want it. I wanted to feel clean and be clean for him.
When I was a little girl I was molested by an uncle, I was about 4 years old. I also found out I was rejected by my mother and father in their thoughts or at least in my mothers was the thought of abortion, so that there opened up a door in my life for a rejection spirit. As I was growing up so were the spirit of lust and rejection. I was exposed to pornographic magazines when I was about 9 years old. So my mind was already perverted.
I remember now that when I was about 9 or 10 years I had committed a sexual sin with an animal. This was an ugly one. Because nobody new about this, I my self had forgotten about this, and when I was prayed over for the spirit of bestiality, it got ugly, because that had never come out before so it was strong, but God is stronger!!! I was set free from it.
This perverted spirit opened up more doors in my life through sexual sins. Then on top of it all I was also exposed to santeria, the occult. I was very manipulated, scared, afraid, insecure, I felt not worthy, I also had a jezebel spirit, because I was very controlling before. God also set me free from Emotional soul ties, I used to be very emotional about anything, I would start crying.
But Glory be to God, I was set free!!!! I learned that because of ungodly soul ties these spirits were still there. But Jesus set me free!!!! Now I’m learning to take authority in Jesus name and through his living blood, I know how to bind spirits how to protect my children my marriage, finances, and my home.
If anybody reads this testimony and you feel you’re struggling through some of these areas, I encourage you to seek help, because God loves you and he wants to set you free. Let him, he’s willing, he loves you very much you just can’t imagine. John 3:16, “For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.”